Ok, USUALLY I don't get all caught up in TV shows and let them effect how I feel. But srsly America, what the FUCK?! Status Quo got more votes than Kaba Modern AND the Jabbawockeez? Kaba Modern and the Jabbawockeez were in the bottom? Do you guys have any idea how ridiculously PISSED I was watching America's Best Dance Crew last night? I was yelling and cussing up a storm. UGH. I felt bad cuz I was watching it at Jasmine's house and they all had to put up with me simultaneously yelling at the TV and complaining to Linna and Nolan on the phone. It makes no sense, EVERYBODY loves Kaba and Jabba. I really don't get it. The only thing that makes sense is that everybody assumed that Kaba and Jabba would get tons of votes, so they tried helping Status by voting for them. Either that or the black community banded together and voted for them. Way to fail, Asian community. Way to fail.

I know this is stupid, but I LOVED those two crews. Loved them. They were amazing. And I always wanted to see them battle each other, but not til the finale. But Kaba went bye bye. *tear* Luckily Jabba made it and they're my absolute favorite. If you guys have unlimited texting or you just feel like helping an awesome crew, text 2 to 23882. 2 is for Jabbawockeez, 23882 is the number you have to text. Me and Nolan have already texted about 70 times each, but judging by this week, it's just not enough so please PLEASE help us out. 

Ok, ok. I'm done. To sum up this whole post....RAWR.

It's so weird, I NEVER used to have fangirl dreams. Amber, JJ, and Linna were having crazy ass ones left and right, but me? Nothin. In fact, Linna's first few fangirl dreams were all about MY favorite guys. That hussy. Anyhoo, I finally had two a few weeks ago and they were both about Koki. The first one was DAMN good, but I don't remember much about the 2nd one. I just woke up from a long ass nap and probably the best dream that I've ever had. I know that seems sad as hell, but honestly, I dream very rarely. And if I do, I almost never remember them. I'm more prone to daydreams since I'm always spacing out. But I digress.

There was a crapload of people in my dream. Apparently, I had gone online and saw that Big Bang and Epik High were touring together in the U.S. and were stopping in Chicago. So of course I had to text all my fangirl friends right away, letting them know their asses are coming with me and we are gonna be FIRST FRIGGIN ROW. La di da, time goes by, and we're at the concert. It's me, Linna, Jacqui, Amber, JJ, Danielle, and I think I even dragged along Orouge, Kim, and Sam (the last 3 are recent fangirl converts from school) and we're all front row. The concert was awesome, and TOP had wiped himself with his Big Bang bandana and gave it to me with a wink. HAWT.

After the concert, both bands were out there signing autographs and whatnot, and when I reached Tablo, I told him, "I know you probably hear this all the time, but you're my hero and I think you're amazing." Apparently flattery is the trick, cuz he then invited me and the girls backstage to hang out with them all. I don't remember much after that except that they invited us to their New York concert, all expenses paid, and that me and TOP were together a lot and he was F'IN HAWT. I mean like, DAMN kind of hot. It was weird cuz I mean, I really like him, but I have never thought of him as that hot until this dream. Oh yeah, we also all exchanged phone numbers/emails since they were gonna be in Chicago for a week and I think we went shopping downtown. O_o But yeah....good times, yo.

P.S. I don't think I wanna go into detail about what it was that made TOP so damn hot, but uh, yeah....once again, best dream ever. ^_~

Ok, for my Queen of Hearts cosplay, I want to have a high collared, waist length cape with closures at the throat. I suck at sewing and was hoping Amber could help me, but that bitch is never around. >< So does anyone know how to make one? I also need to make a matching skirt. The corset I bought for the outfit is pretty hawt, but once again, buying online sucks. The measurements they posted were off and my breastuses refuse to fit, even though the ebay description says it will stretch to fit all sizes. So it looks like I'mma have to ghetto up my outfit to make everything work for me. And my freakin shoes from Cosworx still haven't arrived. I need to send them an email, cuz this is just getting ridiculous, and I absolutely need those shoes.

I've been meaning to make a real post for a long time, but soooo lazy. And this is not gonna be a real post, so :p

Rawr. Waiting for manga release dates sucks ass. I have a shitload of reading I have to do for school, not to mention studying for my Human Variations makeup exam on Tuesday, but instead I choose to read and re-read my manga. Why? Cuz I'm an idiot. Plus lately I've only been in the mood for light reading. I just finished volume 6 of Death Note, but it's so hard to keep reading even though this manga is fantastic. It's just so...heavy. I have enough drama and crap going on in my life, that it's a relief to just sit down with an apple or cup of milk tea and read something cute and fluffy. Unfortunately, the latest volumes are taking forever! Fruits Basket volume 16 comes out in April, volume 6 of NANA (ok, it's not light and fluffy, but I <3 this series to death) doesn't come out til June, and Ouran Host Club volume 9 doesn't come out til July. 

NANA's not that big a deal since I've read up til at least volume 16 or 17 online, but I just like owning the actual manga cuz it's a great series. As for Host Club, I already bitched about the scanslation thingy. Thing's are starting to get REALLY good, and I accidentally stumbled across some spoilers that make me want to keep on reading. Btw, Amber, you better be reading it! I'm not trying to overhype the series, but I know so few people who've read it that I need someone to fangirl with. That leaves me with Fruits Basket. This series just finished up in Japan and I actually dled all the scanslations. But for some reason, I just don't wanna read them. I kinda enjoy the anticipation of waiting to see what happens next. When I have the scanslations of something, I tend to just zip right through them. I'm super impatient when it comes to stuff like that, I just HAVE to know what happens next. But since I love this series so much, I guess I wanna be able to just slowly savor it. I first started reading Host Club through scanslations, so that's why I have no problem reading it that way, and NANA takes for-freakin-ever to come out, so I gots ta read it that way. But Fruits Basket was the first manga I ever bought (it was only $5 at Hot Topic and I heard good things about it, so I picked it up) and decided to collect, so I guess I just want to keep it up that way. Heh, I'm such a loser. ^^;;